Alone at hospital, my laptop with me but I have decided not to go online till this year end. Text messaged few people. Got bored. No songs in my mobile. Miss my Rokr. I loved it very much. Time use to fly quickly with that mobile. I used to be in contact with atleast 100 people daily when i had it. It helped me a lot to copy fa my internals. Its powerpoint helped me a lot while giving presentation. I used it very effectively to read doc and pdf files. Mainly it worked as a sticky notes for my fucked up memory.
In life we loose some and we gain some. I may have lost the same number what I have gained.. but I have lost diamonds for silver. Life taught me not to worry about the previous days because they leave a good memory of the king sized life I lived and the Idiotic moments I passed through. I'm free from many soughts of tensions now, not worried about the other things. Many things are solved, few are changed and the rest are left in a state where they doesn't bother me. I can happily say this is the best year I had in these six years. I have changed a lot, life is cool now, happy about it. I lost interest in many things, remaining are just English movies, Gadgets and Chicken. After all the things I have lost, only I have exist. If survival is necessary, change is mandatory. Even I'm not believing myself when I think of how I used to be before and how I am now. HUMANE is the only thing remained unstarted and is the only things which is in between this normal life and happy life. Hope Gowtami gives good support and makes it a success before she leaves India. I have to re-edit my resolutions on the day Humane starts. Serious Resuloutions will make life easy and better as it did now. Its 5:45AM now, writing time in this way remembers me of my diary which dumped me when harddisk crashed. Anyways clock ticked 5:47 and I'm turning off my laptop. Need to go home and Relax.
2 comments:
Nice read.
Tnx....!
Post a Comment