When i entered SHCST, i worked hard for few days, every1 thought I would b de topper. All mai classmates used to ask for doubts & help, all mai faculty expected 1st answer from me. I didn't let dem down. Even though a bad phase of tym waas going thru (i didnt had nice tym in hostel), I didnt let dem down. dis went on for 5-6 months. later den evrything changed. I didn't had nice company and nice climate around me for studying. It was like hell on earth fa me. I tried, tried, and tried, but de situations were out of mai control. I GAVE UP. de pple and faculty who thought i would score 80% in 1st year saw mai backlogs. I didn't bother, but I was angry. Angry on Azger Hussain, Manjunath, Ali, Rafi, Wajid and Imran (my all tym enimies - i won't leave u bastards, i vl kill u all).
I planned for better things in de next academic. I took control of des pple in second year, but de damage has already been done. Things turned worst from 2-2. v nevr had full fleged classes. It would be exact if i say v never had Faculty. I started bunking and playing cricket. Thanks for de Bat and ball, it made me a Professional bunker.
It continued and continued, untill i become a looser. when i left de college i was a looser. Ultimate looser.
My aim's and my plans got down step by step and finally reached de ground. In 1st year - i planned for 80%; In second year - I planned for atleast 70%. In the third year - i planned for GRE and TOEFL for MS. In de final year, i had plans for IELTS (fa London r australia for MBA) but i was just worried to clear my 33 backlogs. I never cared for marks till mai btech, but in btech i dint even care for subjects. I tried to change de coll condition - I organized fest's and I tried to change the climate. It din't work. I thought "kukka thoka vankara" and left it. I planned to put myself on de track by starting from de basics. But whenever i opened de books, i just saw my hostel lyf instead of words. My eyes fled tears, but der was ntng in mai hands to change it. When other wrote 9 exams in final year, i wrote 33. My xamz attendance was higher dan class atendance. Wow, i'm really gr8.
The few good things which I learned in dos four years were to read newspaper daily, something about share market, about business and english movies. After my B.tech, I did no late to take CAT coaching and to get into a B-school. Tnx for my maths which helped me to gain gud score in both MAT & CAT. After one year gap, i got into Institute of Public Enterprises for MBA. So, with spitefullness, desire to gain sumthng and determined mind Here I'm, in IPE.
P.S. Thanks fa my Mom, Sandeep Reddy, Dinesh, Afroz, naveen Reddy, Padma, Divya Reddy keerthana Guru movie which gave me confidence to fight (ofcourse to some of mai faculty members also) for their support. Without dem i wouldn't ve cleared my B.Tech





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