April 4th 1988, when I was born I dunoo whether I was happy or sad, but my mother always says she was happy for me. She always pampered me, took care of me and protected me. When I was little, she took her Teacher’s training but she never failed to take care of me. When I went to school, she came in lunch to check whether I’m eating properly. When I was hospitalised, she was with me and always worried about my health. When I didn’t write my notes, she wrote it for me. When I was preparing, she sat with me till de end. When I asked more things to buy, she joined in a job. When I asked for a separate room she planned for a new big house and gave me a nice room. On my night outs, when I was playing, enjoying, shouting at night she never scolded me. Whenever i call her by her name, she laughs at me. When I turned insomniac, not sleeping at nights, she worried about me. Daily she comes near me almost 10 tyms and asks me to sleep. Before leaving for her job, she wakes me up, prepares breakfast and lunch for me. Even though she vl b busy, she vl call me at least five tyms and ask if I need anything. When I was in a edge of failure in my life, she was with me.. encouraging and giving moral support. Even when I failed, she never scolded me. She supported me, she helped me, she assisted me, cared for me. The foundation of my whole life was anchored on her strength. Is adjusting, caring, becoming slave for her own child and suppoting de nature of mother??
Few days back, when my senior asked me to help her by giving any new idea for a gift to her mother on mothers day, my brain didn’t strike any idea. Even i wanted to give something for my mother. When I tried my level best I came to know – I’m so sick, I never gave my mother anything in my 22 years. I thought to adopt a girl and help orphans but never ever ever thought to make mai mother feel happy of me. I never knew till that moment that I’m soo stupid. Many times I tried to make other feel happy, my friends happy, my relatives happy, my self happy, but how could I miss my mother ? She buys me new dresses and all for my birthday, she even gives money for partying. But I..... I just wish my mother on her birthday, i never bought a cake and arranged a party for her. How can I forget my mother, when she supported me a lot? How it happened again and again? She always tells me that I’m her best friend. Am I really? Am I loyal to her atleast as a friend? NO, NO and NO. Never Ever Ever.
Till this very moment, I’m thinking what I should gift her tomorrow. But I’ve no idea. (No idea for a brain which always stikes de best ideas very quickly. Hmmm....!) What should I give? Buying a thing or a gadget with her own money won’t b a gud idea. I’m not even a best cook, to prepare something for her tomorrow. Cleaning de house? - My house is always clean. Even when I scatter de things, dey vl b in very right place de next moment itself. there is nothing I can help her in her work. Is it like, der is no thing I can give and make her feel happy? Y is it so? She brought me up very well without any flaw. Even then I cant give her anything. I’m so stupid. Y is that I’m not perfect in atleast one thing???
NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING. The clock is about to tick 12:00. I ve to give her something, but what is it?
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