First day of Internship

Sitting here at a stock brokerage and watching people working makes me think about my future. Do I really need to work like this if I get a job?

OMG, it sucks. I can't take it. Sitting at one place in a AC cabin in front of a system, looking at the tiny numbers on a monitor, analysing the data and predicting the future. I like working with those numbers, I like being on the system but this is a whole new world for me. There are some five LCD screens and some 20 systems but none of them play cricket or racing. They all show the same damn graphs and numbers. Don't we feel all alone in here, trying to focus on our work working for making money. The scene here is like a old movie. Very boring, lazy, sleepy, tired, slow action, movement without any pace, phone ringing but no1 is ready to lift.

Coming here, after watching a spectacular Sehwag's innings followed by a movie without proper sleep make me drowsy over here. I didn't even have 3 hours of proper sleep before coming here to work. They say 6 for men, 7 for women and 8 for donkeys. But i don't fit in any living being's case. I some time feel Thomas alva Edison is de main reason for this. He invented the light and it ruined my life. People would have dined by 6 and sleep by 7 if there was no light.

Summers used to be nice when i was young. We used to enjoy Playing Cricket even in hot sun. Now summer days are like shit, and working in summer time is the shittiest job in the whole world. The hot sun is my enemy now.